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Almost 10 days have past...and here I am blogging again...A lot of things happened. I had a great time meeting and was able to get to know Mel deeply during our supposedly healing prayer for her mom. I know God that you have planted this to happen. I realized that I do not have any point of getting jealous of her, instead I should feel sorry for her. I know she needs guidance and love, and I know I am higher species than her. I wish I was able to see that way back, so Stephen didn't have a hard time explaining everything to me. I am thankful that Stephen did not turn back on her.

Stephen asked me to minister her, and I am willing to do so as my first mission. I did try my best, I have talked to her, heart to heart. I told her how much God changes me. I though she accepted me as her friend, and she accepted God in her life. I was happy and I message Stephen right away after Mel and I had a heart to heart conversation. After few minutes she message me again in my Facebook saying that she needs to delete me. I feel so sad that time, and I do not know why she needs to do that. I felt like I am a failure. My first mission failed :(

I am thankful God that you're always at my side during my conversation with her. She said a lot of things and revelation that will hurt me. Without you by my side, I may have been hurt. But knowing her I should not believe everything. Nevertheless I wont give up, I am still willing to teach her everything that I have learned. But I cannot do this alone. God please open her heart so she can hear...I know I can do this with your help, I never lose hope for I am with you...